And I just fell in the deep end,
Like a lush without her weekend
But I wrote this for you kid.
It's not what I wanted, I need it.
But man it's a long trip,
From all the crazy things I've seen in this world
I'm blessed, I guess.
But what if I was a secret,
And you couldn't keep it?
And I swear I saw something good in your eyes before.
And if I sang it in the right key
And I asked you politely for you to find a way home.
I find it difficult to sleep when all the walls,
They just seem to speak to me.
It's kind of funny that I laugh because
My heart's so fucked up
I can barely stand the
Sights and sounds of the cars outside,
The red and greens on the traffic lights
That the only thing I got is this,
The only thing I want is this
Memories that make me smile,
A girl to stand there so she can admire the way
I can never ever really keep my hands to myself.
But the alcohol it taste so sweet,
When its mixed with lies and defeat of
All the battles I lost and lost again.
But what if I was a secret,
And you couldn't keep it?
And I swear I saw something pretty in your eyes before.
And if I sang it in the right key
And I asked you politely for you to find a way home.
But what if you were the secret,
And I didn't see it
And I swear to god, I wish these thoughts of mine
Could create the sunshine
As beautiful as your eyes
I'd paint this night sky.
And it's not like you need this,
I just wanted you to see it tonight.