I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm addicted to being hurt
It may seem bezerk
But none of these stress relievers work
Poppin' pill after pill
Trying to get my head straight
Trying to over power the pain until the next day
But it ain't happening
I'm an addict that's half sleep
While the other half of me is trapped
In a series of a bad dreams
My current position was trippin on trees
of acid casts
Until my eyes collapsed in suicide was
after math.
I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can say
can make me breathe
So please take away the pain that hurts me
I don't wanna be alone and thirsty
So many drugs to push the pain I have intrapped
in me
Cause I donť wanna live my life inside this fantasy
So please take away the pain that fills me
I don't wanna be the one that kills me
2x Chorus:
I can't take this pain cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes cause I'm CRYING
Causes skills taken away from my brain side effect's causes pain
I THINK I'M GOING INSANE (INSANE)
Yes I guess I'm insane indeed Cause
no matter what the fuck I do you never seem
Happy
Adapting To stronger drugs
Larger quanities
Killing myself constantly my eyes start to bleed
The feeling of being alive just isn't enough
Serenches I stuff with heroine
I'm feeling the RUSH.
Inside of my vains and my brains fried from filling too much
With drugs I'm willing to crush my chances of being in love
I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can say
can make me breathe
So please take away the pain that hurts me
I don't wanna be alone and thirsty
So many drugs to push the pain I have intrapped
in me
Cause I donť wanna live my life inside this fantasy
So please take away the pain that fills me
I don't wanna be the one that kills me
2x Chorus:
I can't take this pain cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes cause I'm CRYING
Causes skills taken away from my brain side effect's causes pain
I THINK I'M GOING INSANE (INSANE)
Maybe because you amde my that way turn me into a monster
I would of never became
Creating thoughts of dieng
Eventually severed my brain
Irretated my vains
Intoxicated my system
It went on for days I had craving of wisdom
I wanted your fuckin opinion
So I'm making you listen
Listen to all the pain
I've been feeling recently
killed myself and only nou you realize
that you miss me
I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can say
can make me breathe
So please take away the pain that hurts me
I don't wanna be alone and thirsty
So many drugs to push the pain I have intrapped
in me
Cause I donť wanna live my life inside this fantasy
So please take away the pain that fills me
I don't wanna be the one that kills me
2x Chorus:
I can't take this pain cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes cause I'm CRYING
Causes skills taken away from my brain side effect's causes pain
I THINK I'M GOING INSANE (INSANE)
